yeah..i am…panicking… less than 6 weeks to Mumbai and the start of my ‘global, anarchic,multinational female empowerment network/co-op’ and i’ve got stage fright. I know what I have to do..I just can’t remember right now…and there’s other stuff going on..friend of mine is going through a rough time…and I can’t talk about it because its her story not mine…

and its been raining all day….

soothing my soul with this… back in 2004 I spent a whole Christmas listening to this…and sobbing… 4th Christmas after Paul died, Josh would have been 9… I was starting to disintegrate…

p.s. am starting to remember what needs to be done …just going to have a rest and then plan every detail of the next 9 weeks, to Mumbai and beyond